Frustration :(

Frustration...:(

Two days ago, I had to clean up dog poop on the floor in my room, dog puke in the hallway and my grandma's dog pee in her house... :(

Yesterday morning (early) Shelby called me into her room - "Mommy, I didn't have a nightmare, I had a morning-mare" :( poor girl.

Her respite worker took her to an indoor amusement-type place. I received a text picture of a huge scrape all the way down Shelby's back - she pretzeled into the foot area of the roller coaster and got scratched in the process of Theresa attempting to lift all 80 pounds of Shelby back into the seat :(

Having cell phone problems :(

Having internet problems :(

It was Steve's mom's birthday yesterday. After Steve returned home from work, we had a super early dinner then he and Shane left, picked up flowers then went to his mom's grave. :(

In August, it's Steve's mom's birthday and my mom's Heaven anniversary. In February, it's my mom's birthday and his mom's Heaven anniversary. :(

Really need Steve and I to do better at lifting the kids up instead of bringing them down :(

I received a call from CPS for twins - born at 34 weeks. One needed to come home that day and the other one (who has special needs) would come home next week. Because we are still on our 30 day baby break, I had to say no...again to a precious baby - this kills me!!! :(

My grandma told me the other day a story about "her son Jim" - darn dementia - I know who my uncle is!! :(

I received a phone call yesterday from a phone company to reduce my long distance fees. Sounded good at the beginning...now I'm not sure how good of a deal it is...apprehensive + Steve was irritated I didn't talk to him before doing it...oops...:(

Shelby called me into her room the other morning because her legs had scissored together and she couldn't undo them :(

Frustrated...:(