Highs and Lows

Today: Baby woke up earlier than usual...she screamed the entire trip to the dentist's office. I tried to feed her. She screamed the entire 45 minutes I was attempting to feed/soothe/etc her. The front desk lady told me Baby was a little upset. I held my tongue. Baby cried during the dentist re-doing her mouth appliance. One of the receptionist people in the back told me that she can see the difference with Baby A. since she's been with us - she can tell  Baby's been loved :)  We went down to try to do labs again since the techs couldn't get blood last week. Failed. Fed her. Tried again. Failed again. They suggested we get a doctor to do it or put in a PICC line. We have to test for the seizure meds to make sure we don't "blow out" the liver. We went to my Grandma's house. She slept the entire time - during lunch, scrabble and back home. I tried to feed her. She cried the entire time. Steve came home. We did our normal stuff. I talked to the mom of the sweet boy we loved on for 50 weeks - they're having a party this weekend. We received the most amazing text from Miracle Man's new momma with a text video of him laughing. Totally made my day. Then we received a call asking if I'll talk to the graduating class of foster parents again. I said yes. Started working on Baby A's poster board and updating Miracle Man's poster board. I had already made one for Sammy. Tomorrow's going to be crazy. Off to feed Baby A for her final meal tonight...